We talk for a whole day.
And it leads to nothing.
Yet there are so much we said.

Please,
Tell me...
Why are you still coming back to me?
Let's forget about other things...
The things that keep us apart...
Let's not care anymore...
No more hesitation...
I still want you.

Why do you keep coming back to me?

What a slim chance of being so close to heaven...
What a lethargic feeling in this hole of Heart...
Please make me sleep...
I'm tired from thinking of you...
Please kiss me...
I'm tired from thinking you...
Walking so slowly, with the gentle words of appreciation and sweetness...
The look in your eyes are gripping me tightly...
Please let me go...
I'm tired of playing you...
Yet you walk so closely, as breaths are too near...
The taste of it drifts into my Heart...
Round and round it goes...
Drifts into my Heart...
Yet you grip me so hard, As I fall into your arms of emptiness...
The emptiness..Of your words...Drifting into my Heart...
Drifts into my Heart...
A grip so intense, it pulls my own Heart away...
A sly smile of guilt, shame, and lust...
Walk away now...
I don't need it anymore...
Put my Heart away...
I just need you now

You're so thoughtful..
To bring yourself out..
To come into my world...
Our attraction...
Our lust...
Our hollowness...
Our everything...
We need this...
Our fault...
I put this fault, into my own, because I made this mistake..My own mistake..
I tell you a secret, a hush, so subtle...yet so hurtful...
I may be a bad person, you may be too...But I can't fight this...I just...
Cant..
Don't be scared...
Please...
I beg of you...
You didn't take it so dearly...As I may have thought I lost you forever...
Gone...
Forever...
I bury this sin into my own...
Yet you don't slip as hard as I thought I would have NEVER caught you...
But as I tried to mend my own wounds, and others..
They began to rekindle, forcing my hope, lost, and apathy...
Over and done, my Heart thought it was over and done...
Yet you crawl back...
Crawl back to me...
Your words...
Your voice...
So soft...
A mind of it's own...I never knew I'd be so sucked in...
Such an attraction to Humor...
To Lust...
To Tranquility..
To Familiarity..
To Heart..
To Music...
I need this...
You need this...
Of all effort, to relieve this...
It turns into this...
This night...
From empty to full...A change of Heart...Metenoya...
We needed this...
From that moment on, I knew...
I knew something..
It was more than lust...
Yet you fell away from me...Left me...
For dead...
My Heart...Has died...
For my wrong involvement of the wrong soul...Heart...
Everything...
I still need you...
I still want you...
Don't forget me...
I want to dream now.
Goodnight

Hey..I feel like a pedophile for thinking he's hot



Just came back from Disney...pictures soon..used my FISHEYE LENSE CAMERA!

Still searching.......


xo

Gorgeous




New neck thing

Check out Adam 12's (She Wants Revenge) music page... He put me on his top friends *all smiles*
www.myspace.com/djadam12music

I just saw a picture that made me confused...

I rewatched Wes Craven's New Nightmare last night and didn't finish it because I got scared (Lame)

I went to California Adventure on Friday! It was fun
I saw 3 people I knew from Myspace..that was weird...
It's a Small world after all..
Spent 20 minutes in front of California Screamin', trying to persuade Albert to go on it
He did afterall because I have powers
I LOVED California Screamin' with the Red Hot Chilli Pepper's MUSIC! It was better than SPACE MOUNTAIN!
No lines..thank god..
I went on Maliboomer (The freefall ride) twice..alone...Albert was too scared (Lame)
I LOVE the feeling when you launch up..it excites me..then you kinda have this gravity feeling for a second and all my necklaces hit my face..i love it

new fisheye lense camera

new scarf all the way from the UK

i love me some girl scouts



I think i love him

I FUCKING HATE GUYS

I went up in the mountains...
Friends are good and good models for photos
I saw a racoon and it was very so scary!! We thought it was a wolf (This is at 1:30am) and we ran and was screaming..we looked back and it was about 4 racoons..*breathes*
Pocahantas (sp?) lied.....theyre so cute in the movie....















I saw Ghost Rider....
IT sucked..Nicholas Cage was kind of handsome though...
Blackheart....that devil guy....gorgeous


The only thing I liked about the movie was that some of it was based on a story called FAUST..about a guy who makes a deal with the devil..they even named the devil Mephisophcles!